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January 9, 2008

Everyone hates, despises me.

Everyone dislikes me.

I’m self-hating. Their expression of scorn.

Silence: The perfect expression of scorn.

Just terrifies me.

13 Responses to “-”

  1. Cliff Burns Says:

    or…

    empty, vacant gazes
    passing over me without seeing
    superficial scrutiny
    of blind rats
    traversing an insoluble maze

    I prefer the empowered approach, using poetry as a fist, rather than a hopeful, open face, waiting expectantly for the slap you know is coming. Poetry can be a WEAPON, not merely an outlet for sadness and despair.

  2. Jonathan Says:

    letting me affect you is bad as well. poems are getting better though.

  3. jinmin` Says:

    ehhh. you mean im not part of everyone right =x
    hahas nvm (:

    ohhh im gonna see you for the rest of the two yrs right.on the same bus stop.
    saw you this morning. but you didnt see me.
    spotted gabriel too (:

    look on the bright side, thr’ll somehow be ppl who dun hate you yeah (:

  4. kris Says:

    Would it count any if I said that I don’t hate you?

  5. totalownage Says:

    oh matt.. i just so hate u..
    just kidding

  6. LOUISE Says:

    Hey! :D
    M’gawd, this blog is so Sourpower.
    (Right now I’m assuming you are the Matthew I know, cuz apparently you and Jon blog and talk alike?)

    Chin up, yo! :}

  7. Jonathan Says:

    WTF I CANT BELIEVE YOU PSYCHO LOUISE UNTIL SHE LIKES YOU SO MUCH.

    and btw, I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE YOU REJECTED A HOT CHICK’S REQUEST FOR YOUR NUMBER LA!!! WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID?

    THINGS LIKE THAT MUST GIVE ONE. DONT ALWAYS THINK YOU SO SMART CAN, THINK WITH YOUR BALLS SOMETIME LA. wtf. unbelievable. I hate you man. Hot chick ask for your number you play hard to get, fubar or?

    I KNOW YOU IN LOVE WITH ME BUT CANNOT DO THIS ALSO RIGHT?

  8. LOUISE Says:

    HAHA SHUTUP LA XIAOBAI, YOU’RE JUST JEALOUS.

  9. Matt Says:

    OH MY GOD, ITS CLIFF BURNS. A REAL WRITER. *Stares and ponders.

    Nope, this poem is fiction. Don’t worry. YOU GUYS LOVE AND BELIEVE IN ME RIGHT, OR ELSE I’LL SEND YOU TO SOMETHING CALLED HELL.

    I’m getting so affected by Jon. And Jon, I didn’t do anything to Louise, their batch are more psycho over the other two guys. I’m not that handsome or a good speaker.

    No choice, I’m staying loyal to you :) . But the hot chick is stupid, very stupid. Thin sliced.

    Haha, Jon is now small-white-sour-power-godly-brother-jye-how. Rhymes.

    LOUISE, WE ARE NOT ALIKE, WE ARE TWINS ALREADY. WE ARE STILL DECIDING ON WHO IS SUPERIOR OVER THE OTHER. (Shut up Jon, I know you’ll respond to this)

  10. jinmin` Says:

    yes yes we all love and believe you.
    as in, as a friend.
    relax (:

  11. LOUISE Says:

    Ha and xiaobai purposely didn’t reply because he wants to be “unpredictable”.
    HAHA OK KIDDING.

    HEY I’M NOT PART OF THE GIRLS GOING CRAZY OVER YOUR TWO FRIENDS OKKKK. Pfft.

    SQUASH TRIALS TOMORROW AFTERNOON. :)
    Not false alarm, Jayjay said it himself.

  12. Jon Says:

    Fuck TJC. Amen.


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